How have ya'll been?
I know I haven't updated since the 27th of August, and I am ever so sorry about that. I really hope some of you guys still read the stuff that I post in here.
So, halloween is coming, and in 2 years, I am not going to get dressed and go spook some people on the street. Why? Well, even tho I really want to go, and I really want to put fake blood on my face, I just don't really feel like it to go out and just wonder around. It's just not the same as it was 2 years ago... Yeah, a lot of things changed, and I do quite like it...
I had a lot of ideas on what sould I dress on that night, and how would it be... Well, the thing I am not going. I wanted to get dressed as a corpse bride or a zombie, or even a serial killer, but ya know... I kinda lost all interest in all of that.
Maybe because I don't have the people I used to do a lot of s*it with and talking in a different language to other people is just like... no... leave me alone in the dark and let me cry forever.
I just don't feel comfortable doing this without 'ma people'. I feel like I'm betraying them or something.
Anyways, if you guys go out tomorrow, I really hope you have a wonderful and spooky night. And the most important thing, have fun and get loads of sweets. :3
I love you all,
Raquel <3
